Can't believe I am doing this again..


Hi Veneise,


If you successfully decoded this, good job. (be it you ask for someone's help or yourself)
I may have been cold to you recently. I really didn't want this, but I forced myself for my own good.


You changed. I miss the old Zhuo Zi Ning, not the current Veneise anymore.
The one that is very sweet and caring as well as being attentive to every details.
Now, you are just a YP, and it hurts me to see you change. Nothing wrong, just something I didn't expect would happened.


I have told you everything during your birthday and at the end of 2018. But I will reiterate some points again.
Although my memories are slowly fading, there are still certain moments that I really treasured.


The one I cherished the most is when you spent time and effort calling me when I dissapeared from social media once.
You have no idea how much you touched me, but I literally did nothing to repay you and probably hurt you back instead.
I really wanted to try to repay you back, but I was very hurt at that point of my life.
I am really sorry, and I guess I got my punishment back.


Till now I didn't know if you ever liked me at one point of your life.


If you really see me as a friend, let me go. Give me distance. I don't wanna fight a battle that I know I can't win anymore.
I will forget about what has happened eventually, dont make this journey a hard one.


Besides, you are probably attached at this point.


Good luck for your exams. I hope everything is okay for you.